i never want that feeling i get
when i'm with you to go away

 You always could make me laugh, you listened to my pain..
.you turned my nights into sunshine
when my days had often been rain

Always remember that rainbows come out after the thunderstorm.

I want to be the reason for your smile

I look at you and think, this is the way it's supposed to be.
This is what I've been waiting for.
This everything. You're my everything

The biggest adventure you can ever take is to live the life of you dreams.
                    --Oprah Winfrey

I can't help you fix yourself
but atleast I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta' move on
with my own life..

for some reason, i just cant figure out which one im in love with,
you...
or the memories.

& the stars look so much better
when they reflect in your eyes ¢¾

lets slow dance && be
the couple everyone
wishesthey could be
lets look at the stars
& k i s s all night long
lets take it slow
thenspeed it up
lets take stupid pictures & laugh
`til we cantbreathe
lets be forever
you && me<3

You care more about his life, than your own because let's face it,he makes your life worth ..living <3

you'll be my vacation
away from this place ¢¾

Never regret something...
that once made you
s.m.i.l.e

if you can make a girl laugh,you can make her do anything.
                    --Marilyn Monroe

imagine you&me
and me&you
I think about you day and night
it's only right
to think about the girl you love
& hold her tight
so happy together
if I should call you up
invest a dime
& you say you belong to me
& ease my mind
imagine how the world would be
so very fine
& so happy together

 i never told you
but im still
not completely
o v e r y o u +

THERE iS ALWAYS G0iNG T0 BE THAT 0NE +
AWKWARD M0MENT `WHEN Y0UU WALK BY THAT
PERS0N && REMEMBER ALL THAT Y0UU 0NCE HAD .

cory: it`s an interesting feeling, youu know?
shawn: what, knowing it`s over?
cory: no, being the only guy in the world knowing it isn`t.
                    --Boy meets world 

I was your typical spoiled little rich girl.
Daddy got me everything i ever wanted
but he couldn`t get me youu.

 I'll be your best kept secret
& your biggest mistake..

One smile from him makes my :
1. 5 A.M wake up
2. cold shower3. nothing to wear
4. no hairspray left5. missed the bus
6. late for class day ;
worth while

something about the look in your eyes
something I noticed when the light was just right
it reminded me twice that I was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight..
-incubus

no camera could ever capture
the look in her eyes & the feelinq
in her heart when shes with him.

some girls were just born with glitter in their veins.
                    --Paris Hilton.

 && if it makes a difference, there isn't one day that you are not on my mind

 we could make the whole world jealous <3

close your eyes
& count by two's;
when you get to five,
i'll stop loving you <3

 your smile is one thing ill never forget

And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
                    --Kelly Clarkson

my weakness is that i care too much

what a beautiful letdown this was. <3

I'm just out to find the better part of me...
                    --Five for Fighting

sometimes the things you complain about most are the things you care about most. unfortunately, you don't always know that before it's too late.

i don`t want the boy that points at
me & says "that`s her" i want theboy
that will have his arms around me
when his boys ask " so is this
the one your always talkin bout? "

x0 -- the truth is -- 0x
we hide because we want to be found'
we walk away to see who will followwe cry to see who will wipe away the tears
and we keep letting our hearts get broken'
to see who will come around n fix them

people change
things go wrong
just remember
l i f e g o e s o n

what we had
please, remember all the smiles and laughs we had...
& forget the pain and fighting.

HEADS TURN ; HEARTS STOP
YOU`RE EVERYTHiNG i NEED& YOU`RE ALL i`VE GOT

YOU NEVER STOP LOViNG SOMEONE
YOU JUST LEARN TO LiVE WiTHOUT THEM

Once you find one piece of happiness in this world and there is always someone trying to take it away from.
                    --Finding neverland

Heroes get remembered, but legends never die-
                    --The Sandlot

I hate the way you talk to me.
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots.
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick-
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie
.I hate it when you make me laugh-
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around.
And the fact that you didnt call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you -
- not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all.
                    --10 things i hate about you <--- i absolutely love that movie!

paradise isn't on the beach.. its in his arms¢¾

when it feels like my dreams are so far,sing to me of the plans that you have for me.
                    -- a walk to remember

you and i could be the summer romance
everyone wishes they could have ¢¾

"...i love you and that's all i know..." 
                    --Boy Meets World

"And even now, seeing you still gives me goosebumps..." 
                   --The Notebook

"if something bad happens to us someday, it'll never change what we have now. what we've always had, because you were right, love is real and we have to do everything to keep it alive. wherever life takes us, i want it to be with you, forever or just until tomorrow."
                    -- Boy Meets World

"i always loved the challenge of seeing how far you can get"
                    -- hilary duff

&& its the way you got me
head over heels/ for you ;; the way you get me
like nothing or no one else ever has

 find somebody that makes you smile & never give up on them.
                    --fallout boy<3

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It was those days we spent laughing...
It was those nights we spent staring at the stars in silence...
It was those times we spent together...

She knows its not gonna happen, and she promises herself she won't hurt herself like this again...but she can't help waiting for him and gets hurt all over again.

And I thought maybe this year would be different.

There was a time when we would play outside,

The worst thing that could happen was if we skinned our knees.

Now were in highschool and we go out on dates,

The worst thing that could happen is if we skin our hearts.

Why is it so hard to say I love you?

When it seems so easy to say in my head?

The course of true love never did run smooth.

          -William Shakespeare

You are my best friend. You were there through thick and thin. I could always count on you. Nothing ever came between us. And then she came…

You can like the life your living, or you can live the life you like. It’s all how you chose it to be, but don’t complain about the outcome…cause in the end, it was your choice.

ive made some bad decisions made some
regrets  and  mistakes  but  i look  back on
all of it every word .. every [[ action ]] and
im happy i made those decisions because
without them i never  would have learned
a damn thing

someone asked me,
"why do you like him so much?"
but before i could even reply, my
best friend put her hand over my mouth
& said, "don't even get her started." 

if I made you cry, I’m sorry if tears fell from your eyes, for that was not at all what I intended to do,
but just remember for every tear that falls from your eyes,two fall from mine

..It’s really time for me to move away from him..from all this. I don’t even know who he is anymore.
* Little Black Book *

I'm shaking at your touch, I like you way too much..my baby, I'm afraid I'm fallin for you. * Weezer *

FAKE  iS THE NEWEST TREND
AND YOUR ALL THE RAGE

This is where you & me
Mean nothing more than a
Crossed out heart carved
into a tree in my backyard

Soo ive been pretty busyy.... basically forgott about this for a while..ive been thinking about maybe having somebodyy help me out wtih the sitee? anyone interested?

wel.. heres ann update.. i made this my homepage so maybe ill remember every once in a while to update!

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it hurts the most when you never gave up on him && still haven't stopped thinking of him && never stopped loving him, no matter what. but he gave up on you, stopping thinking about you

Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa, can you hear me

learn from your past,
move on || grow stronger ||
people are fake && your trust lasts longer *
do what you have to do , but always stay
true && never let anyone get the
[ . . . ( b e s t  *  o f  *  y o u ) . . . ]

 i'm a hopeless romantic and
     you're just hopeless
                   -bouncing souls

If.Only. all the good things in life lasted
longer than they actually do. If.Only.
we didn't have to say G O O D B Y E

Hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption.
Winding in and winding out
the shine of which
has caught my eye,
and roped me in so mesmerizing,
so hypnotizing I am captivated..

trust me, high school ends, you graduate
&& get away from all the people you never
want to see again , it's all good

"there is no such thing as a perfect person, just ordinary people who do extraordinary things."

be nice to everyone youu meet,
they`re fighting a battle you know nothing about.

I never meant to hold you back ;;
I just wanted to hold on<3
* Blink 182 *

People cant hurt you ;;
Unless they actually mean something to you

she finally stopped playing their song...when she realized she was dancing alone

just a stupid girl..
who sets her hopes too high..
he's just a stupid guy..
who doesn't know what's in front of him

Heyy guyss sorry i havent updated in a while.. schools been a mess so.. i havent really had that much time.

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it's not that we didn't love each other,
it's just that love wasn't enough.
so i think i have to let go, we have to let go.
-- CHARMED *

she'll says she hates you, she'll say she
never loved you. she'll say doesn't ever,
want you back but deep down inside `'
the only possible way she could mean -
this is if her fingers we're crossed __ <3

Boys frusterate me. I hate all their indirect messages,
I hate game playing. Do you like me or don't you?
Just tell me so I can try to get over you.
-- KIRSTEN DUNST *

I remember when I was love sick. You block out everyone. You feel so tired, because you haven’t slept in forever. You know that he’ll be in your dreams, but you don’t want to stay awake laying in your bed crying either. You’re starving, but you can’t eat because you’re starving for him and every memory just leaves you a bigger hole in your heart. Even your clothes remind you of him… what you wore when you hung out. You can still smell him all over them, even though his scent hasn’t been there for long. You wish his scent would be stuck on you, but you know you’d be pulling at your skin trying to get him off you. You’re online, he signs on, and you want to yell at him to go away, but you just watch the screen waiting for him to say anything, but then he signs off, and you tear yourself apart for not saying anything to him. You stop talking to your friends, and they get worried and try comforting you, but they just make you feel worse because they think they know, but they don’t… they don’t have a damn clue.

if you see me walking with someone else, it's not because
i love them. it's because you're ;; not there to walk beside me.
if i fall in love with someone else it's not because i wanted to.it's
because you weren't there to catch me when i wanted you __ </3

i will wake up everyday-
put on my best outfit, wear the
best makeup && perfume for a boy
who hasn`t even noticed me yet.

it's hard enough when the one you love
doesn't love you back .. but it is even harder
to watch him love someone else. <|3

WHEN Y0U ARE A TEENAGE GiRL
»» youu`re friends are more important than your family
»» boyfriends are major priority
»» youu have to look perfect even if youu`re going somewhere stupid just incase youu see someone youu know
»» youu sneak out to meet a friend or a guy
»» youu become irritated by little things
»» youu whine about guys to everyone
»» youu`re embarrassed to go to the mall with your parents
»» youu know what youu`re 'bases' are & youu have been to some
»» youu find the real use of a basement & bedroom window
»» youu need new clothes all the time
»» youu go to parties every weekend. unless you`re parents come up with a stupid excuse for youu not to go.
»» youu go 'for walks' just to find guys

don't look at me like that,
i don't feel like falling for you
all over again - - -
i can't afford the heartbreak <3

so its like.. i want to tell you
but i dont want you to know ..


happiness is the secret to all
beauty... there is no beauty that
is attractive without happiness .
-- CHRISTIAN DIOR *

you know he's something special'
when no matter what kind of mood your
in, he can always manage to make you smile .

i can't just kiss a guy i've had a
major crush on my whole life &&
pretend it doesn't mean anything
- niNE o tW0 1 oH *

i wish my mom could have told me the same thing about guys that
she did about bikes. ".. sooner or later you`re gonna fall && get hurt."

i know he doesn`t wanna be with me ;;
he wants to be with her. so i'm not going
to interfere.. i'm just going to sit back &&
watch my whole world disappear.. <|3

love is like dominoes one wrong move
and all you worked for falls apart *

All of the best love stories have
one thing in common; ;you have
to go against all odds to get there. <33

all she really wants is someone who will sit
with her under the stars && not want anything
more but to look into her eyes && say you're
the only one i`ve been waiting for *

i never thought i would risk the chance
of getting hurt again .but for some reason when
i`m with you it all seems worth it *

i'm the girl, the one that always lost. the one
with the fake smile && the girl who seems to
be so strong, but daily continues to break that
girl who's always there and seems to no problems
of her own. the one who holds, back tears until
she's off the phone.. that girl that is in love with
a guy who doesn't care . <|3

But I guess its always been that way `
wanting to be loved-to find someone that
makes your heart ache in a good way
- - One Tree Hill

theres only so much pain one teenage ;;
girl's heart can take & you my dear have
exceeded the limits.

take love, multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever,
and you would still only have a glimpse of what i feel for you <3

i guess the perfect guy would be someone who could be anywhere in the world, but he chooses to be with her because life is better with her by his side .
-- THE PERFECT MAN

i`d call myself BEY0NCE ;;
but dangerously in love turned into hopelessly in love.

You are never given the ability to wish,
without the ability to make it come true - mickey mouse

boys will break your heart, friends will betray you, parents will seem too strict, and life might annoy you, but you should always remember that there's a purpose for these things to happen to us .. so keep your head up and your spirits high .. because if you don't .. life will just p a s s you by ..

It`s the magic of risking everything
For a dream that nobody sees but you.
-- Million Dollar Baby.

someday when you are wondering if you will ever find someone who will really love you, you'll look back at me and you'll realize i did and thats the day you will regret walking away from me. </3

Becki :: Why does everything have to
be all or nothing? Yes we have some
things we disagree about, but we
also have things in common.
Jesse :: Like what?!
Becki :: Like we love each other.
--FuLL HoUSE <3

i realized something when i woke up this morning ..
that i wanna see your face first thing everyday for the
rest of my life .

NEVER DRiNK DiET S0DA. It shows you have no nerve. Only drink real colas, caffeine-packed energy drinks, or Vitamin Water. Hate champagne, because that's what everyone expects you to love. Energy drinks are the best party drinks. You never get tired. You never have a hangover. And you can make fun of all the loaded people who think they're clever but are really acting stupid."
-- PARiS HiLT0N

and everytime i try to give up..
hope whispers, try one more time <33

at the beach, life is different. time doesn't
move hour to hour, but mood to moment.
we live by the currents, plan by the tides
and follow the sun.. <3

&& we commited the perfect crime,
i stole your heart and you stole mine *

Just once I want someone to look at me and right away and think I was beautiful. Not after they get to know me, or after they see inside my soul just me. I want to walk in a room, and light up, not blend.

Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together, So I wouldn't have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real, I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, And hopefully you'll remember these things I've told you, Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity. But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it. <33

Take Chances. a lot of them;;
because honestly no matter where you end up or with who.. it always ends up just the way it should

she reads the entire dictionary
&&; not one word can describe
how she feels .

Life goes on you might as well
do it cute - - Abercrombie & fitch

i`m certain now that
i`m vindicated ..   <33

Live for the moments      
that bring butterflies to your
stomach ; and a smile to your face...

Love [la-huv] (verb)- Giving someone
the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting
them enough not to *

" its not that i want to be the one holding your
hand i just don't want anyone else to be holding it"         
-- dawsons creek <3

your the reason i wake up
wanting to die && the reason
fall asleep with tears in my eyes.

&& love is needing someone
love is putting up with someones
bad qualities because somehow
they complete you. <|3

the worst thing about being lied to,
is knowing your not worth the truth. <33

LC:: you could have anyone you wanted.
Stephen:: so could you
LC:: no, i can`t. i can think of one person i cant have

and starting today everythings
okay, because lifes what you make
it and i don`t want it this way. <3

it`s not up to me anymore ;; if you
want me in your life you`ll find a way
to put me there .

" my body stands the crutches
but my mind can`t stand the sidelines "
    -- MiCHEAL J0RD0N

Everything`s a game to you
and i`ts obvious i can`t win
so i quit . <|3

I believe in love like I believe in God –
You can`t touch it, you can`t see it ;;
But you can feel it`s warmth         <3
[ CORY ] – Boy Meets World *

she drew a broken heart
torn right down the middle in a red jagged line - - -
she drew a broken heart and put your name inside <|3

Last night i had a dream that i went to
the beach & fell in love.. & i woke up this
morning & there was sand in my shoes &
a sea shell in my pocket <3

dont ever let a boy build you up with his
words, cause the higher you are, the
harder you fall, and trust me you always
fall.   <|3

I may not always show it,
but know that i care
And whenever you need me
know that i will always be there.

i`m a tear. i`ve been here before. i know her perfumed fingers i know the cold cold floor. everytime you leave her;; everytime you don`t call.. when she can`t help herself, it`s my job to fall.

"its not that i want to be the one holding your
hand i just don't want anyone else to be holding it"
          -- dawsons creek *

she says she dosen`t care but
the look in her eyes and the tone
of her voice tells a different story.

would it make a difference if i said
i couldn't possibly love someone ;;
as much as i love you _ xOo     <3

you came into my world that
summer and taught me about the
importance of letting go . . .

because of you .. i laugh a little harder.
i cry a lot less and i smile a lot more <3

dear girl ..
i think it is time for you to let go of him .. he has hurt you and me to much. just let the momories fade, and leave him behind. i know it will be hard but its the best-trust me .. remember always follow your heart and everything will be fine.
love always - your broken heart <\3

now just because you deserve this doesn`t
mean they`re Gonna give it to you . Sometimes
you gotta take whats yours  --  Coach Carter *

GiRL: i`ve cried so much these past few days.
B0Y: Why?
GiRL: i lost my bestfriend
B0Y: Crying means you`re weak.
GiRL: No, crying means you care ..

& right there for a moment,
i  f o r g o t  that  you  don`t
love  me  anymore . . . </333
-- Tim Mcgraw


i should pin my heart to my
back .. so when i walk away;
you can see it breaking..<33'

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